Follow my unexpected cancer journey...the good, the bad, and the ugly!
My Week Vacay at Seton
A look into my unexpected (yet again) 6 day stay in the hospital.
I swelled....I swelled a lot. Trust me, I know how bad I look in these (and looked in the hospital) but you had to see just how bad it was or you'd never believe me.
Yesterday, I got my first ever blood transfusion AND a platelet transfusion right after. It's weird to think I have someone else's blood and another persons platelets in me.....but it could also be what keeps me alive, you never know! On that note, GO DONATE!
The biggest issue in the hospital was my blood pressure, my heart rate, and my white blood count. They finally got my blood pressure better a few days before I left. My WBC was .2 when I was admitted (if you know anything about these numbers you know it wasn't good). I then went down to .1 for a day or two, back to .2 and lingered....still feeling like death. Finally, Wednesday it went up to .5 (still not amazing) but anything helps and even just that little helped me start feeling ok. My last day it got to 1.5 so I got to break out of the place after 6 days.
With the multiple scans done, I found out that not only was my cancer not reacting to the new chemo, it was basically putting it's middle fingers up and laughing....all while GROWING! Yup, growing, the exact opposite of what it should have and why I was hurting so bad and ended up in the hospital etc. Because my cancer didn't react positively to the new chemo, the stem cell transplant is pointless and wouldn't work. So on the plan Q. I will be starting immunotherapy TOMORROW. Fingers crossed this lovely stuff inside me has better manners and at least shows the MEH face this time around or a thumbs up.
I wanted to keep this one significantly shorter than the last one, but I'll fill some more in a different day.
OH....AND GO BUY T-SHIRTS!
4/25/2018 04:00:56 pm
Oh my sweet girl. You are amazing. I know that you cry yourself to sleep, but you give me strength. To be strong and hold on. These ups and downs we go through. Prayers for you and you are always in my thoughts. The receptionist at the vet today had a lime green heart tatted on her wrist. My eyes swelled up. #cancersucks #teambonnet
4/25/2018 11:08:27 pm
Brianna, you are so strong and courageous. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I can't even imagine what you are going through. Your outlook on each post is uplifting and motivating. You truly are amazing, I have shared your story with so many different people lately and have you on my staff morning prayer list. I would like to add you to the DSUMC church prayer list as well. My prayers go out to you and your family. Kick this cancers @$$!!!
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